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Devil's Kiss

Steel, Metal, Sharp
Release my pain.
Everything to gain,
Blood red sins poor out of me.

The throbbing feels good,
Wanting more.
Cutting deeper,
Feeling weaker.

Feeling faint,
Love this game.
Deserving this,
Devils kiss.

 

Emotions

My hear it acheing
My heart is breaking
There's an emptiness I feel that won't go away
It's there every minute of everyday
All the heavyness, and the pain...
Is nearly driving me insane
I am so lonely, and feel all alone
Why can't I find a sweet and caring guy, to call my own
Each day feels the same as the one before
And all these emotions I feel, I can no longer ignore
An ocean of tears roll down my face
As I hope that my depression and loneliness will soon be erased

 

I've shed to many tears

Last night I tried to talk to you
Hoping to make things better
So I stood there and poured my heart out
In the rainy weather

You looked me in the eyes
I said that you needed some more time
You just wanted to be friends
But maybe someday you'd be mine

I didn't wanna cry again
I've shed too many tears
So I all did was scream and yell
I wasted my whole year

Thanks a lot of all the tears
the agony and the pain
But later when I find someone new
You'll be the one going insane