poems 5...

The pain is eating up her soul
It doesn't want to go away

Why do I feel so hopeless?
Why do I feel I lose control?
My attitude is slipping
Why can't I let the good time roll?

you let thing affect you
You love to wallow in your abyss
You need to get a grip now
Stop fighting your eternal bliss

But I feel so empty
I can't seem to fight away these sores
I need to end it right now
It's just something I can't ignore

You need to shut the fuck up
You don't what you're talking about
Stop letting your emotions get to you
You need to find a good way out

I know a way to escape this hell
Just end it all with one big fall
You no longer need to help me
I am willing to lose it all

But that's not the answer
You're a coward if you do
You need to learn and deal with it
Don't let pain consume you too

Ugly as can be
A superficial bitch
And she had a hold of me

I can't look into her eyes
Without turning in disgust
The colorful despise
To kill her if I must

My thoughts are filled with terror
Haunting as it seems
I want to kill her slowly
As I see within my dreams

To pay her back for all those days
She tried to torment me
Using evil little ways
Throwing out her key

Locked within her insanity
I break myself free
Of her two dimensional city
But still she's after me

Burning holes through her soul
With satanic, evil eyes
As I pack a big fat bowl
And wait until she dies

Today
(written by amy)